December 2010
I don’t know what to do. I have no clue what I would like to be when I grow up, or even what I wanna be tomorrow. Why is it that when we are teenagers, we have to know everything and then some?
I found out that the kid I have a massive crush on, has a girlfriend that he really likes. WAIT. hold up. How have I not known about this. Like WTF. That’s just messed up
…I want to cry. I remember when it snowed back in 8th grade and I walked to her house. How I spent my money on cookie dough and coco for us. And how my first 2 night sleepover was with her. I thought it was going to last forever and it only lasted months. I remember that she blamed me for her and her boyfriends break-up. It happened on my birthday, and she said I was the selfish one. I really thought I had found a best friend. One for life. But nope, why would life be that easy. I just wonder what I did to deserve it.
When it snows, all of these feelings get amplified and I start to wonder who I can trust. It certainly isn’t fun to doubt who your real friends are. I don’t want anyone to know so I just hide behind a different personality. Smiling and trying to hide it from everyone is tiring.
And one day, i just know that I’m gonna blow. It’s not going to be pretty. Im gonna start crying and I won’t be able to stop myself. Just wait. It’s only a matter of time….
family is areday fighting… cant wait for when we have break and spend even more time with each other….. what a blast… counting down the days
who found this and showed everybody?
like…. the renton one still has yet to get noticed by people…. we have a bunch of people sticking up for themselves but renton has nothing…. and ours is just little kid stuff.. like who cares….
so who was the stupid one to make it and tell people?
that shluld just show that its nothing special and the person who wrote it is stupid enough to get caught. dont believe anything they say…. its about as true as this kid is smart… not very
In the whole nature vs nurture argument, I’m starting to agree more with the guy who says we start out selfish and looking out for numba one. No matter what we try to do to change that, it just wont happen. When the time comes, nature will always beat nurture.I was totally against this at the beginning of our unit, but things have changed and so have my friends. I am starting to see people in a whole new light and it makes me sad but it’s the truth. And I know I do it too, but I only let it happen.1 out of 100 rather than 1 out of 10 times